Read My Mind

Yeap. I was trying to stalk her tumblr and I get that “Who the fuck are you looking for” page.

I usually jynx myself when I type something about how my days recently are amazing.

But damn, after getting everything I was worried about out of the way, I actually did enjoy today.

Too bad Catherine deleted her tumblr.

I’m not going to finish this damn essay if I keep switching to tumblr or facebook whenever I get one good sentence down.

Mother Trucker…

Oh man. Well you can already guess who I am in this picture since I’m practically the only dark one but man, we all looked so adorable. I have another one that’s from 1st grade but I can’t seem to find it. I looked way worse back in 1st grade but these kids are probably 1/3 of the kids I grew up with.

Then here’s a picture of the kids I’m the closest with. Kids that E-mailed me from time to time from 2006-present of how much they missed having me around and how fun their last 4 years were. Kids that were there moments that ranged from most embarassing moments to the most serious moments. When I wore diapers to finally getting to wear the “adult uniforms”. We consider each other family because we pretty much have been in each other’s lives from the start. I swear, these are kids that will always have the time to deal with my bullshit once in awhile. These are also probably the kids that will be in my wedding one day shouting “HEY THE KID THAT SH*T HIS PANTS BACK IN KINDER”S GETTING MARRIED”.

God. I love you guys. I can’t wait to see you guys whenever I’m gonna have the chance.

ishisfish:

yssadcmpo:

sweetsrndpty:

osnapitzbiebs:

justkeepswaggin:

musiicismyliifee:

(via mandypandee, hooyrachelle)

Why did you even look at my stuff when I clearly hid it away for the fact I did not want any one of you guys to see it but seeing you guys already did, I’m already pretty embarassed.

It’s one of those things where as a kid, I acted like I knew everything because you know, reading encyclopedias was what I did at home most of the time. The things I wrote on those papers are probably what a snobby know it all kid would write and I would ask you guys to burn it now but I want it as memories.

Now all I do these days is act dumb to make people around me laugh. Oh man, If they only knew that I’m actually smarter than I appear. 

Oh well, listening to their stupid comments and the fact that they actually think I’m stupid cracks me up in the inside.

Back from that fail camping.

Man, even though Alyana and her family are celebrities in the philippines, they still act the same as every family does. I’ll see you guys when I come back 

Anyway, today I need to get a haircut, finish my homework and my lit final aaaand I want sleep since I didn’t get any.

LOL

Camp trip with Ms. Alyana and her family.

Oh my. So much to tell you guythh.

I’m slowly starting to get back all my old friends and I’m feeling pretty happy about it.

Each one makes the weight on my back just fall little by little.

I’m pretty happy I’m ending this school year on a good note.

Besides that, 

After yesterday’s events, it kinda solidifies the fact that I’m growing up and I definitely have to step up to my own actions and act like an adult. I’m talking about the outside world in general that I’ve always been afraid of.  I guess it’s almost that time where I leave and experience life on my own.

I’m definitely over the fear of growing up and I’m tackling it like a boss.

I guess it’s for sure I’m moving out of this house when I turn 18 in 7 months. Sigh.

Never saw it coming. 

Today just makes up for my really crappy week. I finally cleared the air with my bestfriend and we all kinda realized what’s the cancer in our group. After talking to her, I realized how wrong I was and I wanted to tell her more but today’s enough. As long as we got it squashed, we’re good and we’re back to our old relationship. Oh Catherine.

God, I was really corny today. Worth it though.

After apologizing to Ian for being such an asswipe in the beginning of this school year and told him that I felt bad for giving him shit when the kid didn’t really do anything to me, I felt like a big weight was lifted off my shoulder.

Then we ended up talking for about an hour about the same topic that’s been troubling me for awhile now

He told me some things that I needed to hear and gave me that push to fix my problems that I’ve been trying to deal with for about half a year now. Honestly, he kinda opened my eyes to some things I kinda turned away from and after admitting to about all of em, I feel pretty legit.

Man. I really should just lighten up.