Volleyball Try Outs
In 30 minutes. Time to just wing it and do badminton or something LOL.
when someone reblogs THEMSELVES and say "omg this...
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I'm Already Regretting It
What the fuck was I thinking.
Sometimes I want to take out all these negative shitty feelings that always seem to bother me at night when I’m alone and shove it in a ball and throw it at someone. It always feels like it’s weighing me down like the world’s on my shoulders but it’s not. I wish there was a place where I can just dump everything and feel alright again and be happy the next day. Oh wait,...
Because Having Low-Self Esteem Sucks
It’s what I want to forget about.
Man, It’s already been this long since I started using tumblr and looking back at all of my old posts, it’s funny how I suddenly changed into a serious person now. Haha oh well. Then again, I haven’t been on tumblr that much anymore since I’m out more now. Ehh. I miss the old days when I posted rants after rants like everyday. LOL. What a pointless post.
I'm So Nervous
It feels like ants are moving through my bloodstream making me shiver and weak. At the same time, I’m excited.
Recently, my mind’s not blank anymore. It’s so full of memories that I’ve forced to forget. I’ve been forcefully trying to forget stuff in my mind that I can’t stand thinking about then recently, they just keep popping up one by one. My own mind scares me.
orangetreelove: My views on drugs and alcohol. This should be interesting… Well let me first say that I don’t hate people for doing these things. I mean, it’s your life. You should do what you want to do… but if I’m given the chance to prevent someone from doing these things, I’m gonna go full out. You may laugh at my face or take me lightly, but you should know that you’re hurting your body. I...
It’s scary. That feeling when it feels like spiders are crawling inside your body or you mind makes you hallucinate and scare the shit out of you. The thoughts it can come up with and the fear it gives you. It’s just scary or maybe that’s just me.
Conditioning. I didn’t really think it was as hard as I imagined it to be. I thought i’d be puking my guts out and the guy would whip us or something but no, it didn’t happen :|. Well, I feel sore.
I want a late night adventure.
kaaarennoelle: I want someone to call me up and say, “I’m outside. Let’s go do something!”. I want to go out late at night in my pj’s and my hair all tied up. Maybe drive around. Go to a park and just swing on the swings. Maybe sit in the grass and watch the stars. Maybe go to a 24 hour food place and pig out. I just want a late night adventure with people I like to be around. No drama. Nothing...
catherinewang-deactivated201105 asked: yea after seeing rachel's post, i just want to say. i don't give a fuck about you abandoning us, i mean obviously we don't need you to keep our spirit up during conditioning, to make us laugh, and be crazy together...okay i'll just stop here, getting kinda too emotional for a thug like me. i'll weep in my bed later
I guess I’m going to go conditioning with @orangetreelove and @catherinewang.
accio-pixiedust asked: Hey thurrr. I miss you like craaazy, and we need to be together more often (:
&I hate your for not doing badminton. justkidding <3 I ain't even mad brah
YOU GOT VOLLEYBALL IN THE BAG.
&I hate your for not doing badminton. justkidding <3 I ain't even mad brah
YOU GOT VOLLEYBALL IN THE BAG.
I know I don’t complain a lot because I don’t really have the mind set to be able to even get mad but you really should know I do my best to achieve my goals. I don’t need to hear words of discouragement because I made a mistake because all it does is bring me down. Usually I laugh it off because it’s funny and since you’re my mom, I don’t get mad. I know we...
Just unfollow me already.
trinalam: i know you don’t like me and i don’t like you. i already made the first move and unfollowed you, so just do it. stop acting so damn innocent and acting like you’re the good person when you’re just another bitch. Ooohlala.
My head is splitting open. This headache needs to go. -_-
Eff you LOL
Everytime I look back on my posts, I can’t help but think I whine at the most stupid shit imaginable. I can only imagine how annoying I am in real life. but then again… I don’t care. LOLOLOL.
A Person That Can Easily Drift Away From You...
Today I saw a what seem to be a homeless man outside safeway. He asked me a question, What breaks hair(Or that’s what I heard) and honestly I couldn’t answer the question but for some reason, a story kept entering my head. Once there was a town beggar and everyone that passed by him looked at him with disgust. One day, A blind boy and his mom were at the market when the boy started...
Today was a pretty productive day. Let all our anger out by venting for 3 hours in front of safeway. It’s kinda sad cause I acted hella weird today so erryone thought I was high or something. Myy bad. LOL I feel bad so sorry for teasing you so much Rachel ]:.
This weather makes me tired, sleepy, quiet and shitty. So I apologize for being a legit douche recently. On the other hand, I’m gonna stop being a douche and actually start acting the usual again. This time I’m gonna do it cause before, I say shit like this but it doesn’t really happen.
Man. I wonder how it would be like if I finally cut my hair short. Then again, I really don’t have any idea what to cut it to. Might as well shave it all off. LOL. Nah, I want a mohawk of some sort. That’s pretty hard to pull off though. I just want it short just to get it over with. We’ll see when I get a haircut.
meggyyyy: I’m not gonna quit this season because I love my team too much. They’re the reason I’m staying. Yeah, I love basketball, but here’s the thing. If there are coaches that treat you like you’re stupid or mentally retarded, then you start to believe it. You start to believe very little in yourself, and you start to just give into what they say, and their views of the game. They scare...
Sad 4 Life
I literally started this in my school and already someone started copying me -__-. During Japanese, this guy said it cause he heard me say it. Maan. That’s my line.
elayyuaray replied to your post: What The lool whatd you doooo? I can’t remember Laura. It’s all a blur. ]:
Crashing hella bad. Like my head is so blank and i’m just tired. Man, I was so hyper though. Thinking about it makes me laugh. I feel bad for Rachel that she had to walk with me in that state. LOL.
Why do i follow the people I follow?
93044: Because they don’t reblog the same stupid ass shit that everyone else does I don’t need to see the same dumbass picture or post 100 times just saying
Hate hate HATE it when people touch my shoulder. You can touch me anywhere but my shoulders. I always get that feeling that I want to punch someone if anyone even gets a finger close to my shoulder.
I don’t like it when people from my school follow me. Cause they know shit they shouldn’t even be reading. LOL Second week of school’s already starting legit. THUG LIFE. Effing Catherine&Rachel.
Nakakatawa ka rin noh? Ako ang may masamang ugali? Ako ang gago? Eh ikaw kaya? Compare natin ugali natin. Haha tingin mo ang ugali ko ay napakasama na mawawalan ako ng kaibigan? Sino kaya saatin ang walang kaibigan. Napakasama ng ugali mo na na wala kang kalevel. Oo nga meron ka nang konting kaibigan pero sa katapusan ng araw, siya pa rin ang nasa isip mo at ang mga tao na kusa tumulong sayo...
There's A Reason Behind Every Addiction
Mentally, physically or emotionally, The reason is what we try to forget.
Prone To Bleeding
This morning after I was playing at the courts, I started walking home and I felt like my left sock was a little wet and I thought it was just the sand from the sand dunes so I was like ehh w/e. I get home and took off my shoe, there was a big palm size blood spot on my sock and when I took it off my left pinky toe was bleeding and just dead. I guess it was so cold that I didn’t even feel...
It's Days Like These That Makes Me Appreciate The...
2011, I know the rest of the year is gonna be crappy but thank you for giving me this week. The best week of 2006 can’t even compare to this one. Before I forget, Sorry for messing you up Rachel ]:
My days are getting better and better and it’s being constantly staying up there. It’s nice to know those little things you do can affect a big part of your life.
Some people are annoying me these days. Some of them I gave up on and some of them I just want to shut their mouths up. This one kid, he kept talking about how drunk he was and blah blah blah and it’s like lol dude shut up. I don’t care how drunk you got but the fact you’re TRYING to show it off is something that’s really annoying. People don’t need to know that you...
-eloquence: Let’s be a little honest right now, at least to myself, for the very least. I am happy, there is absolutely no doubt about that in my mind; outside noise seems to a bunch of specks. For 4 years, I have endured the treacherous events of high school and only 5 months remain. What have I learned? -People are the biggest assholes when they think they’re high class. -There will always...
It’s funny to hear shit come from people that are saying it just because someone else says it.
I really don’t get why everyone in high school is tripping over relationships whether it may be someone wanting to be in a relationship, a complicated relationship or just plain out want to have sex with that person. For me though, relationships doesn’t matter to me whatsoever. Actually, I’d hate to be in a relationship in high school. I don’t want to deal with the crap...
First Day Of School
Talk about legitness. Missed so much people and the classes weren’t half as bad as I thought they would be. I’m pretty satisfied at the fact I have a lot of people to chill with in every class. I’m doing good with my studies. Man it makes me think why things are finally falling to their places and fitting in when just last year it looked like it was falling apart. Starting from...
Oh wait, I start at 10. TROLOLOL. :D I’m a happy camper.
ambernakamura replied to your post: Maplestory PLAY WITH MEEEEEE D: I’m at Scania. Hella laggy -_-
I came back to find out my 2 buds Andrew and Patrick moved to Bera. Fuck you guys ]: Where’s the good times at now.
Ever since I came to the U.S. , I suddenly have no appetite to eat. Yesterday, I just realized I haven’t eaten anything the whole day but I don’t feel hungry at all versus 5 years ago, no matter what I ate, I couldn’t get full. Man, psychology is scary. Right now, I really don’t care if I eat anything. Now, if you heard me say that 5 years ago then that’d be scary...
new year new time for change new drama new everything There’s a lot of things to look forward to but right now, let’s just enjoy the first day of 2011. Happy new years everyone [: