May 2013
7 posts
I fell in love for the right reasons.
Finally.
Even though my life sucks right now, millions of people are having it worse
To make the best of what I have is the only choice I have
It’s the only thing that’s keeping me going
You forgot I had 3G
Bitches.
The only reason why I’m this miserable is because of you two.
I swear to everything, when I get through this and everything without your help,
You will never hear from me anymore.
If you’re more willing to side with that man over your own blood,
I don’t even know you anymore.
I thought only money made me happy.
I guess you proved me wrong.
April 2013
1 post
March 2013
5 posts
Slowly but surely, every aspect of my life is changing.
For the good, for the bad
Lose and gain
For the future success
Cheers to the change
You’d be surprised at how happy you are when you’ve come to acceptance with yourself.
You’d also be surprised at how much a person can change who you are regardless of the time you’ve known them.
Uhh… All I wanted was to go to the gym…
How did that happen. LOL
Whatever. Let’s get back on track with that work out shit I had from summer.
Time to stop focusing on everyone and just pay attention to myself.
In two weeks, bring me back to the ol’ good summer people <3
On the side note
When you hear about curious people wonder about you.
Am I that relevant to your life?
hahaha
February 2013
13 posts
1 tag
The level of ignorance this bitch possesses disgusts me.
1 tag
I’m stuck with a laid back hoe
and you’re stuck with a belligerent bitch
What more can we ask for, right?
Over the past six months, I’ve learnt a couple of good lesson:
If you’re not treated right, don’t waste your time.
If he/she makes you feel special, don’t take them for granted. Instead, cherish them.
Karma is real.
Don’t mistake “love” for “infatuation”.
Shady people = shady shit
Don’t be spiteful. It ruins friendships or...
[[MORE]]I have a tendency to push close friends away.
sigh.
On point done with everyone.
jjohnr:
Life is too busy to be fucked over by all these idiots I have to deal with every day. I want a break.
[[MORE]]I’m seriously on the verge of tears.
I can’t take it.
Don’t rely on people for personal happiness.
I’ve become what I’ve disliked.
[[MORE]]It really was the most unnecessary feeling I could ever have. I don’t know why I crave to have it so much but I guess I’m just like every human being in the world who’s lust for love is robust. Parasitic to the heart, addictive in the mind, I wish I never experienced it.
I’m happy but I’m sad.
Grow up. Stop being such a damn bitch.
Message to myself.
January 2013
12 posts
Shit, you’re seriously the most annoying person I know.
Your existence is a sore to look at.
I hate myself.
It feels so wrong
but it feels so right
Wow.
You’re a keeper.
If I could trade my dancing skills for singing,
I would.
maybe just for a day.
I could live without your nagging. Holy shit.
And you wonder why I’m never home.
[[MORE]]How the fuck did you manage to switch the topic of fixing my car to that guy?
Okay I get it, I was brought here through his help and all that shit and I’m grateful but do you not understand that I have no plans on getting along with a stranger I have absofuckinglutely nothing in common with. I don’t even like him to begin with. The only thing we have as a connection is that...
Tonight, I experienced an epiphany.
I’ve never felt so vulnerable, disappointed and out of place before.
I just need to keep telling myself that it’ll get better.
[[MORE]]There are days when every thing is unbearable and I just want to cry it all out but I know it won’t solve anything.
That was the last thing I wanted you to find out. That wasn’t also the best way to find it out.
Fuck..
December 2012
14 posts
2 tags
Nothing like dancing to keep everything off my mind.
Nothing like excess weight to keep me from moving the way I want to.
I seriously need a motivator.
ethonggg:
Falling in love is the easy part.
It’s falling out of it that’s the tricky part.
Nothing like recent doses of panic attacks to wake you up.
I’ll be on top someday
you’ll see
Run for the stars
Tears of rain on my face
The moon’s waiting
Let it start.
Babe, I’m sorry but shit, when I said rough I didn’t mean for you to like pull my hair and bite my tongue.
You like almost surgically removed my tongue piercing holy shit.
jjohnr:
“Because there’s always someone else that’s better than you.”
I never knew realized cause the month went by so fast.
I can remember each week like it’s crazy.
Each week had its spotlight. I just can’t believe time flew just like that.
Good times and bad times, November’s my month
Where some things started and some things ended.
